Friday, October 16th, 2009
10:14 pm



Skype! I has it.

You wants it, go on AIM and gets it. XD

.::fight for win ::.


Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009
6:37 pm



I had a dream

That Gackt was a goat.

He ate my jacket.



... yeah.

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp1 ::.


Friday, September 18th, 2009
8:15 am


current mood: nervous


This is it.

Scary, yo.

Bed rest for the weekend, back to work as soon as Monday. *sigh*

*distributes hugs~*

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp2 ::.


Tuesday, March 24th, 2009
1:32 pm - Buy my stuff!


current mood: determined


I have too much stuff and my shelves have no room.

I also happen to need $$$ like badly.
And/or someone in NY to go find Toshi to kick him in the balls -- hard -- but that's not really productive.

Thus, selling off a lot of my collected Jpop/Jrock things -- I'm offering it up to the FL before I post this stuff elsewhere.

( no photos uploaded yet, but I do have them )

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp4 ::.


Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
8:37 pm


current mood: sleepy


So. I went to the doctor yesterday.

And I have this new prescription, because that's what going to see a doctor is all about. A new pill-bottle to add to my ever-growing collection. However, I didn't get it filled today as I should have -- the moment I was ready to go to the pharmacy, I suddenly felt ridiculously sleepy and passed out for a five hour nap. I'll do it tomorrow. Hopefully. I'm still way tired and not really sure why that is.

The crap part is that I can't drink at all while taking these meds. Typically, if you space alcohol-consumption and dosage-times well, you can get away with drinking on medication as they mostly say 'don't drink' because there are retards who wouldn't understand 'don't think three hours before or after your dose', but this isn't the case. I can't even drink after I've finished off the pills and have to wait a few days until they're out of my system completely.

This wouldn't be a huge deal to me if the wine festival weren't this weekend.

Shit. -_-;

I've really been looking forward to this, too.

But saying "I'll start taking these next week so I can get totally wasted this weekend :D", not even I can use that, no matter how rephrased, as some means of justification.

Lame.

Lame.

Lame.

I've been working on my website, recently. It's also come to my attention that almost none of my writing is online since the death of LOR, and that will be fixed very soon in the form of a writing-journal revamp. Granted, a lot of my work is dated, but still a lot better than most of the shit out there and I plan on venturing into some different territories soon.

And. And. AND...

I want to write. The muse-babies are drilling holes in my brain.

Write with me?

If I can stop yawning, that is.

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp4 ::.


Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
6:31 pm - One tomato, two~


current mood: relaxed


Last night, Toshi gave me $150.

It's become somewhat regular that he tries to give me money and I inevitably refuse as I hate getting money from people more than anything, unless its for services rendered (and whatever 'service', however you'd like to define the word -- perverts my friends list is, indeed -- I can think to offer him is on the house, courtesy of ♥'s). I don't want money. He asks, he offers, I say no. Little or large amount doesn't matter -- I don't want money. I love getting gifts, little or large. That is from the heart. Money is from the wallet. Again, I don't want money.

But this wasn't really a matter of choice.

He wants me to use it to go to the doctor.

It'll make him happy if I'm healthier.

But a thought I've been trying to impress upon him -- and thus far he doesn't, understand, doesn't seem to get it (men never get it, do they? -- that's why they get nothing) -- is that I'd Be Healthier If I Were Happier, and money and medical expenses doesn't have shit to do with it.

Still, I'll do what he wants -- it'll make at least one of us happier, in any case. XD;

I've been gaming a lot, lately. Right now it's "Innocent Life: A Futuristic Harvest Moon". I have an assload of games I haven't yet played, and I'm totally psyched about the two new SMT titles coming out, respectively, for the PS2 and the DS. Although, the former is a Devil Summoner title and I'd much rather see another from the main series (ala Nocturne), even Raidou Kuzunoha can still kick most video game protagonist's asses, so I can't complain too much. XD

Melissa's birthday is on the 4th. I want to get her a present. She doesn't want me to get her anything; she just wants us to get together. I miss her. I want to take her shopping and find something feminine that suits her well that she'd be comfortable wearing. Speaking of which, I have the most adorable outfit in the history of... this month... hanging in my closet and dying for summer to happen so I can finally wear it. XD

I also bought a new hat last weekend that is so cute on me and means that I spend 30 less minutes getting ready as my hair is nicely hidden. It looks so cute on me, in fact, that I had to cam whore it. :D I'll upload a photo later.~

A little birdie bought me a paid account again. X3 Muchas gracias, senora~

Toshi has been appearing in my dreams almost every night. They're innocent, really. Last night I had a dream about calling him on the phone and talking to him about gardening and recipes and very enthusiastically discussing tomatoes we'd both planted. ... ... ... lolz. whut? I'm curious what Freud would make of this. XD

How are your tomatoes, today?

Great! Thanks for asking! :D

Because she is awesome, I will harvest [info]trowacko's tomatoes for her one of these days. One of these days.

(Or was that a Jolly Ranger bush we were tending?)

Very, very large and ripe ones.

And quite shiny. Yes, yes. XD

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp1 ::.


Thursday, February 19th, 2009
8:20 pm


current mood: chipper


The lovely thing about being unemployed is that I now have free time to work on projects that I've been putting off for a while...

Or years.

Several of them.

Currently stripping the paint off of an old dresser (and its hilarious, underneath the paint, there was CANARY YELLOW paint with ANIMAL DECALS! The cow jumps over the moon! A cat and a fiddle! Some cute ducks! And... a clown riding a giraffe! wtf! XD). Once this ugly ass paint is gone, I can stain the wood. And it will look lovely. Although I'm considering buying new handles for it.

After this, I'll work on my antique record cabinet. And possibly my desk. Maybe. We'll see.

Yay for productive me!

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp1 ::.


Sunday, February 15th, 2009
8:44 am - much belated update~


current mood: okay
current music: RIBBON - kyokutou no koibito


I'm here! I'm here!

I suck ass at updating, but I'm here!

Seriously, the only reason the updates lack is because I had the virus that refused to die back in December, couldn't get it fixed until I got back from NY in January when I just said "fuck off" to it and reformatted my windows drive, then was too lazy to reinstall my LJ client. Because, y'know, it didn't occur to me really that I could do a web update.

So, I suck.

Am I still loved?

Interesting question, post-valentines day.

Males are fucking stupid.

This isn't any new information I'm passing here, however.

Yet, is a hard enough fact that it stands to be reiterated every day of my life -- especially in this:

If the woman in your life goes out of her way to do something special for you on Valentines day, whether you care about the holiday or not, shouldn't you be touched as you would be any other day that she might do something for you and not brush it off like 'i'm sorry, valentines doesn't matter to me' or at least PRETEND that you think she's awesome for it? And it's funny, because the only person who hasn't been like "holy shit, that's cool!" IS YOU. Ass.



Dear Toshi,

You're totally bullshit.
You know that, right?
But you can't help it.
You were born a male.
You're bullshit biologically.

Love,
Kelsey



I had a dream last night that his apartment caught fire and burned down.

Subconscious -- how I love you -- you avenge me well. ♥ :D :D :D


In other news.... I was layed off from my job a few weeks ago, and this has given me too much time on my hands and.... thus, I've turned into a total sloth. After being overworked the last three years, being a totally useless and non-contributive being that lurks about her home in PJs and leaves her hair the same mess it woke up with is The Greatest Feeling Ever. Seriously. But now that I'm a little more rejuvenated, I need to get off my butt and get more aggressive about the whole job-search thing, seeing as the market is NON-EXISTENT I'm going to have to apply at every commercially-zoned building statewide and likely STILL not have a job, but can at least say I tried.

In the meantime... hello, unemployment checks.

You are sad, in that, I will spend you on catching up with Saotome Taichi releases and then there will be nothing left of you.


( I saved this from the other night )

Dude. I'm retarded. Belatedly, Happy Valentines Day to all of my lovers~

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp10 ::.


Saturday, December 20th, 2008
8:50 pm


current mood: peaceful


So. Despite the fact that I even still read LJ religiously on a daily basis -- oft multiple times -- yet again I totally skip the part where i'm supposed to update my own.

For like two months.

When did I start this habit? I used to post shit at least a few times a day and now I feel like I've already did the entry thing when I haven't. And maybe its because I don't really have anything to say, or maybe because I don't have any friends who are actually going to notice it (because everything is already all over aim XD). And it used to not be like that. And maybe it made updating more exciting on some level. I don't know. I'm only guessing at my reasoning, really -- I'm the last person to speculate my own motives for any given thing.


Anyway.

Anyway.

Yes, anyway.

A week from today I'll be back in NY -- the precise dates go from between the 27th to the 7th.

And everything in my world is buried underneath a foot of snow. Still, I've been trying to get to work but it's getting to the point where poor car just really can't do it.

I also just had the most "o_O" week ever. Like, I'll kick all of your asses at "o_O". Seriously.

I have a new layout for this thing, but my paid account just expired. I'll fix it later.

Anyway.
Anyway, yes, anyway.

That's all I have for the time being.

.::fight for win ♥ kibou ~yell~.mp1 ::.


Tuesday, October 21st, 2008
10:35 am


current mood: anxious
current music: DBSK - Mirotic


;ldsgklahfjkahgjsaghgh


... plz? .... PLZ? *large eyes*

This is too perfect. Too perfect.

And I won't ask for anything else for a very long time if just this one thing actually works out, srsly.

(But then again, I'll be making so much freaking money, I won't have to).

[edit]: Interview on Wednesday. Actually, I have two interviews. Heh. XD

.::fight for win ::.